So, I checked my phone and I guess I talked to you at 10:15 last night... can't really
remember what we talked about... all I thought was that you were supposed to call this
morning at 6:30.... ::shruggs:: Maybe I am wrong... I was asleep when you called...
but I had the phone next to my ear so I could hear when you called.... what time did
you get home last night?? Cause you called me from Matt's at 1015... so what time did
you get home?? Call me tonight at like 9, if you can.... hate that whole calling later
thing cause I can't stay up that late.. I could always turn the ringer up and put it
next to my ear like I did last night... I dunno... tell me when you're gonna
call.........
Love Always,
Your Girl Forever,
Gabby |
nine is good...
Have to go...
posting again at library...bai
love chris |
Soooooo..... you said you were gonna post again in the library but here I am in the
library and you haven't posted... LIAR! Oh... and we need to talk... don't want to on
the computer though because you don't get the "effect" when you're on the computer....
and some things might come off harsh sounding when I'm not meaning for them to... so
we'll talk at 9... it's nothing bad... it's just like.. we need to go slower.. it's all
scaring me and that's why I was all dazed and stuff when we were coming home
yesterday... I was just like daydreaming/thinking... it all started with your
mother.... we need to talk, though... alright?? Nothing bad.. don't worry... hahaha
I just had like a panic attack thing... don't know why... oh, and your ring is in your
car on the passenger seat..... I took it off when I was looking at my finger.. (cause
there is this like wierd thing on my finger from the ring..) so I was looking at it and
put the ring down and I know it's there cause I put it there.. haha.. don't worry
though.. but that has to do with something that we need to talk about... it's nothing
bad but ya know.. I dunno.. we just need to talk about it...
So how's the library?? Sucks doesn't it? haha I'm gonna post this message and wait
to see if you write anything back.... hope you do... love you...
Love Always,
Your Girl Forever (even when you ditch her for Matt),
Gabby |
You put my ring back in the passenger seat?
You said that we needed to talk about that?
Id like to see what you have to say about that...although it
makes me kinda nervous right now...puttin the ring I gave you in my
car. I hope that your not trying to leave me, and I wait for any reply that you will
give me.
~Kenshin
|
Why did you sign it Kenshin??
I don't have much time but I'll get out what I can before I have to leave....
The reason I did that is because when your mom mentioned the whole "waiting for Gabby
to get married and give us kids" thing it kinda scared me and I don't know why but I
had kind of a nervous attack or something... it just made me think that you and I are
moving too fast.. that's all... I mean, it's only been 3 months... YESTERDAY!
::cough:: you didn't know that did you?? But I just had a nervous attack and when I
got home and sat down and breathed I felt better and wished I hadn't taken off the
ring.. I don't know what it was... I was just sitting through the service and it seemed
liek everything was going way too fast for me... I don't know why... it just felt that
way.. it still does a little now.. I mean... I dunno... I have to go but I'll talk to
you whenever you call me... 9 you said? You can call before that but do what ya
want.. call whenever you can... we can talk more about it then... it was just a like
nervous attack or something.. I'm over it now though and no, I do'nt wanna leave you
unless you wanna leave me?? I dunno... write back and I'll check it on Mom's computer
when I get home...
Love Always,
Your Girl Forever.... I mean that,
Gabby |
will talk to you more @ 9 pm on the phone.
With all my love,
Chris. |
See, now I'm sitting here like ready to cry for thinking what I did.. (and having that
like nervous attack or whatever it was) and putting the ring in your car...
I mean, the messages you sent seem like you're all pissed at me and I don't know if
you're gonna break-up with me or not... It's just that in those posts you seem mad and
like don't even care or whatever.... maybe that's me.. or maybe you ARE thinking
that... I don't know... call me at 9... I'll try to get online tonight sometime... tell
Mom I have to do research for my paper.... (Mr.Laine told the class on Friday that the
essays were due next week so I thought he ment they were due today but when I got home
and looked at the paper, they aren't due until Friday)
Are you mad at me?? Are you gonna break-up with me?? Tell me something.... ::goes off
to cry and wait for you to call...:: 6 hours till 9..... urg... this is gonna kill
me..... ::cries::
Love Always,
Your Girl Forever (hopefully.. unless you ARE mad at me and are gonna dump me),
Gabby |