I am sorry this is not the topic to discuss, but I just want to leave this message for
someone who is very special for my life.
  To... That man
         I met you in Bangkok/Thailand on Saturday,November 11th,2000. It was Loy
Krathong Festival , do you still remember? We met each other at the park( The park near
Banglumpoo and Khaosarn Road) which close to Chaophraya river.On that day, you went there
to celebrate this festival alone, and I went with my mother. You wore the black shirt, and
I wore the blue clothes.
         You looked really good that night,since I saw your face ,I
 couldn't take my eyes off you. You looked a very good and polite man and you were a guy
of my dreams. I am a shy girl and I was very shy at that moment.I didn't know how to get
closer to you, so I had an idea asking you to take a photo with me. 
         After my mother taking the pic for us,I should take this chance to talk to you.
But I don't know what happened to me at that moment, I was really shy and nervous. I said
only " Thank you very much" and you spoke to me in Thai" MAI PEN RAI KRAB". I asked you
where were you from and you answered AUSTRALIA. Then I immedialy walked away from you!!!
How stupid I was!!
        Then I sat on the chair which you couldn't see me. Suddenly I saw you walking
near where I sat ( you didn't see me) and it's like you looking for something.So I
decided to stand up and walked past you, to see other people floating " Krathong" in the
river. 
        Then you came around me,and whenever I looked at somewhere, I would always see
you and I felt like you wanted to talk to me. But I must kick my ass,I pretended that I
didn't see you!!!! I didn't look at even you face!!! I knew you often looked at me, but
do you know what?When you turned your face to the river, I also looked at you!!!
        Later I couldn't see you and I wondered where you were. Then I turned my
back,........and oh!!!! it's you!!!!You stood behind my back and you smiled at me and my
mother!! This made me very really shy and nervous!! My mother told me that maybe I should
talk to you, but I didn't!!!I didn't even smile at all!! Too shy!!!!
        The last minute,you might think that I was not interested in you anymore, so you
went away.....
         I felt really really sorry and sad when I didn't see you anymore. You didn't
know that after you went away, I ran around that place wishing to see you again and
talked to you.... but you were gone.
         I cried when I back home, and I thought a lot of you.And I realised that I was
falling in love with you....
         At least I should smile at you, but I didn't.... I was so stupid to let you go.
         Though it has been 2 years since I met you, but I still never forget about you.
I miss you very much and I always wish to see you again.... that Aussie guy... 
         I wonder where are you now? I wonder if I ever see you again?
         I don't know if you will get this message, but I just hope...cuz I don't know
how to see you again or contact you. If I am lucky enough, maybe you will see this
message.
         
         On this November 19,2002,( Tuesday) will be Loy Krathong Day.(Different date on
Loy Krathong Day each year) I will go to the same place where we met. And I hope to see
you there....
                                        
                                          BKK Girl